I know yesterday I did a bit of a tiny vent, but thinking it over the past 24 hours, I might have been irrational and going on a big haste. I'm just going to take a step back, reflect on things, and just give myself a break. I'll be happier that way, because previous ideas weren't working with trying to pile up so much expectation out of myself.
So I'm not going to outright reject making stuff for the movie portal, just not make it my highest priority as of right now. Maybe in the future, only time will tell.